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The morning star, rising far,

Like the blossom of the dawn

 

The morning star,

Don’t you know what a night,

Had my eyes!

If you know you’ll never rise,

On to me.

 

This falling room, these nearing walls,

On my eyes,

You morning star,

Don’t you know what they are!

 

How I see you as night falls,

In this chamber all with walls,

As, I know, goes the night,

Don’t ask me how, when & why,

I close my eyes & there you are,

A bright flashing rising star,

Up the north & in a while,

You’ve stopped rising, then you fall

& just like us, as you fall,

And you set before my eyes,

Your glow fades,

And your glimmer shies.

 

 


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هیچ ربطی نداره!

خوابت را دیدم!!!

         در حریر ارغوان

                      زیبا......زیبا.....زیبا

سازت به دستت...

دودل که کدام را بنوازی

                    ساز را یا...

چشمانت برقی زد

نگاهت به من دوختی و

دستانت به ساز و ... نواختی


های زدی و آی زدی!!!


پا که شدم صورتم سرخ بود

...

من نوازش می خواستم... نه کتک!!!

 

٨٧/٣/١


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Leaving Eden

تاج خار را کنارم بگذارید...

سکه‌ها را روی چشمانم...

هشیار نیستم؛ عدن را ترک می‌گویم...

آن دم که همه افسون‌های سرداب‌گونش را در آغوش گرفته‌ام؛

دهشت فراری شد

و مرا، گیج وتنها

پس نهاد...

آفتاب می‌تابید اما

آسمان تاب حاشا نداشت

زوال سوزناک را؛

در پس ذهنم هماره،

راه بهشت را یافته بودم

بدان سرازیر بودم اما؛

 

افسون و دروغ در از آن سو بستند و اکنون

آنجا آن چنان یافتنی نیست؛

افسون! دروغ!

تا کِی؟ لاپوشان حقیقت تلخ تا کِی؟

«بهای پاکی، از کف دادن آن است...

که برخی پاک می‌میرند و

آن دیگران نعره می‌کشند؛»

و آن دم که وقت من فرا رسیده بود

در عجب زل زده بودم و

می‌پرسیدم:

«تقصیر من بود،

یا به دنیا آمده بودم تا

ایمانم را از دست دهم؟!!!»


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WHO LIFTS THE SIN FOR THE MAN?


I should take what's left of this for myself
I've had the pieces stripped
By long hands feeding small minds
And I never thought that this could come back
I failed to do it right
And took long strides into the firing line
And the less I feel alive the less I feel alive
Who lifts the sin from the man?
From the corner of the ring we gave up
The optimist had died, leaving the black side to tow the line
 
Looks like it's gonna be another one of those rainy days again
 
 
ANTIMATTER-LEAVING EDEN 2007- REDEMPTION
 
A TRUE MASTERPIECE 
 

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Guaranteed

On bended knee is no way to be free
Lifting up an empty cup, I ask silently
All my destinations will accept the one that's me
So I can breathe...

Circles they grow and they swallow people whole
Half their lives they say goodnight to wives they'll never know
A mind full of questions, and a teacher in my soul
And so it goes...

Don't come closer or I'll have to go
Holding me like gravity are places that pull
If ever there was someone to keep me at home
It would be you...

Everyone I come across, in cages they bought
They think of me and my wandering, but I'm never what they thought
I've got my indignation, but I'm pure in all my thoughts
I'm alive...

Wind in my hair, I feel part of everywhere
Underneath my being is a road that disappeared
Late at night I hear the trees, they're singing with the dead
Overhead...

Leave it to me as I find a way to be
Consider me a satellite, forever orbiting
I knew all the rules, but the rules did not know me
Guaranteed

Much more than a grammy nominee, by Eddie  Vedder

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